Cola H. 的个人资料White Scorpio Yellow Sag...照片日志列表更多  |  工具 帮助 |
White Scorpio Yellow Sagittartius11月27日 EvilI recently found meself a bit... or to much, I knw its not gud, but I cant stop myself. As long as I keep doing ce, I just worry about one day, I'l create myself a big mistake, towards sth that would truly push me being punished. So, pls pls stop it. If its a reminder, then do remember I've warned myself, n make sure there is no next time:( 11月25日 When it Comes TrueIt would come true but depends on some conditions, I guess. Firstly, Xiaoyun's prediction, which shes already told me last week, n which did make me feel comfortable:), 2ndly, dinner wz Chi, but I've lost the 1st chance on my bday:( I hope I wont miss the 2nd chance be4 she went back (she told me that she passed the final correction, great!) and 3rdly, get my tax back. The question is: when is it?
Just to wait for a while... 11月22日 Happy BdayWas supposed to go out 4 dinner wz Chi but it was raining all day, so stay, listen to the music, light a candle, n make wishes:) Pretty enjoy the nice moment, additionally thx Astha, Arti, Bona... for their BD blessings:) 11月7日 I BelieveIt's been a long time I didnt knw what to do, suddenly confronted so many problems and uncertain situations, I was frustrated. But I'm relaxing now, do clear up my mind, think about what's going on and what I'm going to do. No matter how difficult it will b, I'l finally get through it, I believe.
But I should take mom's words seriously. Indeed, I'm thinking about it al d time, and I'l do it asap, just, I still need a bit of time:) 10月7日 No EndingI've been telling myself that I should make a decision, then I made it the day be4 n I sent the email to Sharif. He actually gave me advices n suggestions, though v official. I cant describe my emotion after the decision, complicated. I cant say its worthy to do a PhD here, depends, I did spend lots of time on it, I did make progress, n I do expect a brighter future, but I cant avoid struggling a basic daily life, makes me tired, distracted n exhausted. So, my current result is totally nagative. But I cant ask my parents, my family to sacrafice more for me, I should take all responsibilities, n I should resolve the problem myself. Wish a miracle later on... 9月30日 EmbarrassingI went 2 print today, in one cafe, the computer s not working, and another shop, my usb s not working. Still, I had a great time wz ... After such a long time, along wz tough depressed and stressful emotions, I do need sth or sb to entertain, keep going:) 9月23日 DifficultWhy its so difficult, cant c any sense of chance, luck or whatever... Dunt mean to complain, but the waiting becomes so long, pasive n annoying, when is d end?
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